I think that mainly everyone strives to be their best. Most of the time, that is what I want. I want the most of life. Recently, some of my friends have showed me how to relax and more carefree, instead of worrying all the time. Its kind of odd that we are writing about who we want to be because this morning I was thinking about how much I love kids and can't wait to be a mom. I know its a little early, but when I'm older, married, and have a career I am going to have kids. Some people know they were born doctors or whatever, but I know that I want kids. (But NOT now!) Sometimes, when my parents make me mad, I make a mental list of how I am going to handle the situation differently when I'm in their position. My parents most of the time, don't like to listen to my side of the story when they are mad. But, I think that you can't really solve the problem until you hear what the other one thinks. And when someone yells at me, I don't hear a word they say. It's probably because I'm thinking about how they weren't listening to what I had to say. ;)
I hope that I can learn to be patient and calm and know how to get my point across painfree.
But, at the moment, I am a 17 year old girl. I love God, my family, and my friends. I am either at school, with my friends, or thinking about how much I want to be riding. It has been a month since I rode last, and it is definately getting to me. Riding horses is so peaceful for me, even though it's a lot of work, it is worth it in the end when I get to ride bareback to cool him down. I love jumping and going fast. I hate falling off. I love playing pranks on my friends, and laughing till we can't breathe. I love movie nights and late nights. I love the foster kids that are constantly coming and going to our house. I love my bed. I love my mom and my dad. (Even though we fight sometimes, I couldn't live without them.) I even love my sister like crazy who I can't ever seen to get along with. I love working out and I'm learning to love tenis. I LOVE my grandmothers food and laying on the couch with my Bop. I love my cousin Hadley who is connected to my hip every Sunday for about 2 hours. And I love Gatlin who I am always wresling with. I love my moms side of the family too, even though they are off their rockers. I love summer, especially when I'm at Loucon. I love laying out and playing in the ocean. I love wearing flipflops, tanktops, and shorts. I love campfires and riding 4-wheelers.
I have a lot to be thankful for :)
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