If I had more time...

If I had time, and he was here, I would spend time with Jay. One thing I wish I had more of, was time to spend with him before he left. Between my busy schedule and his, we didn't get to see eachother as much as we hoped. He was busy telling people goodbye and I was busy with my family, tennis, and riding. I would take time to replay the last day that we had together. We went to church, my grandparents house, then his grandparents house and watched movies and hung out. Suprisingly, we didn't stress (till the end) about him leaving. I would rather just skip me having to leave. It's weird not having him texting me or calling me. I got so used to telling him about everything, and now I just have to wait for a letter. But, I can do it, and I can't wait for him to come back.